never never

When I was younger I never imagined that holding the hand of my best dude friend would be alright. There is something incredibly wrong with that. We should be allowed to show more affection with our friends. That's what we're here for.

Thank me

Thank me with a kiss,
It'll leave a bigger mark.
You'll thank me when this is over.
I'm coming out of the dark.

The next five years

I can't deny how much I care about you.

I can't control the feelings I have for this man. And I can't control the feelings he has for me. Rinse. Repeat. It's that simple.
I didn't like this movie the first time I saw it.

I'm broken. I'm an alcoholic. I'm in a large amount of debt.

Here's what I can do. I can recover much quicker this time. I can control myself. I can fix myself. . I am so bored. I can run five miles. I can work out. I can win poker tournaments.I can talk to you.

I can survive this, and then succeed. And I will.

what's your difference

I need to start taking my life a little bit more seriously. Every day at work I think, "I could just quit today, and I would be perfectly happy". What a ridiculous thought to have on the mind. So many people depend on Starbucks Coffee for a career. And here I am, taking it for granted.

I'm just afraid that if I take it too seriously I won't be able to have any fun. But if I have too much fun will I make any progress? To whom will the measuring of progress fall upon? Or will I be so happy that I stay in this same house, working this same job, cleaning the same litter box day after day?

Yesterday I was cuddling up to the movie King Lear, and overheard the line "what's your difference?" I have never been ecstatic about Shakespeare. But that line struck a chord with me. The reason it was asked, was because two individuals were arguing, and the questioner wanted to know the matter of argument. But it also made me ponder my own difference. I am a six-foot five, three hundred pound flamboyant man, and I am facing difficulty getting noticed.

There's no...

Who put the business in show-business? At what point do you sacrifice the intent of your art to increase ticket sales?

uh-oh

Maybe I do have a problem. And it's not that I'm no one special.

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I have a feeling I'm going to be writing a lot more. My best friends and I just vowed to quit drinking.